There’s nothing ordinary in the way we feel when we have kids. Everything is so extreme, at least to me. Even in the little things about them, you feel more than it should.I was so happy when my babies born in good and perfect condition until making me smile unstoppable while holding them in my arms for the first time.I was so panic when my 3-year old boy having high fever, shaking and his nails turning blue until making me bow my head and pray in tears.I was so sad when my kids cried and tried to reach my hand when I took them in a nursery or so called playgroup so they can mingle with friends and start to learn how to speak until making me just sit at home doing nothing waiting for the time to pick them up.

I was so irritated when in the middle of the night I smelled something weird and when I opened my eyes, my baby’s butt was just before my nose loaded with shit until making me said oh baby, why are you doing this to me…huhuhu

I was so touched when my babies started to call me Mommy or I love you too Mommy or Please…Mommy until making me feel so proud of myself.

I was so proud when my son said Yeah Mommy! Go Go Go! seeing you dress up and put little bit make-up for a friend’s wedding until making me think, am I that messy and ugly normally?

I was so thrilled when my daughter found my mobile phone in the place where she hide it until made her felt like hero with my compliments.

I was so speechless when I was angry and scolding my kids over nothing then he said Mommy please don’t angry like that, until making me felt very guilty and apologized to my kids with all my heart.

I was so surprised when my baby girl fart as loud and smelly as me until making me think, was it imitating or genetic?? ;-P

I am so curious how come a tiny little sperm could bring a lot of things such as Chinese eyes, fair skin, better nose, thick eyebrows, ability to twist and fold the tongue, allergies, even blood type to my kids which I certainly not until making me amazed…Wow!

I am so thankful to the Lord by giving me the chance to have 3 adorable kids (even after doctor and sinshe said that hard for me to have baby) that make me have those feelings and proud to call myself Mommy.

To my Willem, Chelsea, and Keysha, I love you so much.